Hey to all the beautiful souls out there I hope you all feel fantastic today.
I arrived on the farm yesterday and its at such a beautiful place in between the ocean surrounded by just cows and the greenest environment I’ve ever seen, I feel very comfortable here and i’m excited for what’s coming next – for all the people I’ll meet during my stay here and all new I’m able to explore
On my first day here I realised how many negative thoughts tried to move into my head about feeling lonely and that I’m “alone” and I honestly couldn’t stop crying for a while – literally couldn’t stop.
After I finished work I sat down and thought about all the emotions I’ve been through today and how many of those negative thoughts I let move into my head and kinda “accepted” them for a while. It’s impressive how these thoughts come when you’re at your weakest and trying to bring you down.
I realised that all these emotions are just visitors and that it’s my choice if I’m taking them serious or not. And after those emotions slowly left me I could see cleat and see, that all that was such a waste of energy.
I don’t want any thoughts telling me I’m lonely or “no one loves me anymore” because I’m never alone. I realised again that I got my back and no on else can take that away from me.
I’ve always been strong and im getting stronger every day.
NEVER FORGET YOURE WONDERFUL! ❤️